7 random things: 01. Deep Heat is my first love (fine,it isn't). but i absolutely love Deep Heat. let me tell you: despite swimming three times last week and twice this week,because of one and a half week's training break,my left calf hurt after thursday's training. though i do have my doubts about it being a muscle ache/strain. i suspect it was the air-conditioning in great world(x but you see the wondrous fidelity of Deep Heat! come rheumatism,muscle ache - it is always there! unless of course,it runs out,but i don't deep-heat very often,so. so today,when my left calf (or the bones in it) ached,Deep Heat relieved all pain. did i also mention how i actually enjoy the way it stings? yes,i do. 02. when i grow up,i want to be a comic book hero,Wonder Woman (Lynda Carter there). for real! the notion of being a hot,fit (obviously she's fit otherwise she wouldn't be able to beat them baddies,but do we ever see them super heroes train?! noooo..ninnies.) and butt-kicking super woman is wholly appealing and not to mention,very favourable to women. imagine all the power! yes well,in retrospect (and all forms of self-bash),she's everything i'm not and everything i never will be. eh heh! 03. the four worst people in the world are Jealousy,Guilt,Anger and Insecurity. they result in Morose and Anger. 04. i wish i could wear pyjamas all day long. everywhere. 05. i will never get close to anyone again. i am afraid of the part of me which automatically distances itself when things get too intense - i thought it died away. it didn't. 06. the other day,i had this urge to text you to say that i'm really happy you've found love. i think my happiness is somewhat built on yours too; yours,among other people as well. initially,i thought it was wrong - this kind of love - and i know you thought so too. recently,i've caught myself thinking it fine several times only to realise (i'm always happy with ya'll cause we're always laughing) the happy distraction ya'll are. i know this isn't my problem,but this is where we're kind of stuck. 07. 24 days. -- [/edit] i'm going to risk sounding like a bimbo (save being pretty) and say (subtly) that i'm absolutely wrecked that Brody & Bilson have split. PLEASE GET BACK TOGETHER!
