last evening,after a yummy dinner of meatballs at ikea with mummy,i came home to monster mole questions from merelda lee,my sweetheart (farting) from primary school. after trying to figure it out for the longest time and asking around (only to find that most people either have no idea,or came up with a somehow right yet wrong answers),i attained chemistry nirvana from good ol' tb. "what is the chemical formula for ammonium sulphate?" you see,the cation ammonium is NH,four at the bottom,plus. and the anion sulphate is SO,four at the bottom,2 minus. see,ness is one of very little brains. most times,she remembers things as them by themselves; not linked. that really puts me off - my mental disabledness (disability,hahah). i'm a put-things-together/see-things-altogether retard. it really upsets me y'know. so as i was saying. nirvana for the simplest concept,that ammonium,NH has a small four at the bottom because it has four. fOUR. FOUR! (and by typing so many fours,i don't mean four hundred and forty-four. just 4,really) hydrogen atoms! i guess it rarely strikes me to think of things like that - i'm such a ninny (it's quite funny. after i had "ninny" hanging on my tongue for a month or two,i went to see corpse bride,which i really quite like,i must say,though i think most people would think it's just mostly plain,with suhua and victor,or maybe another one of the characters called another one of the characters,a ninny). earlier in the afternoon,i went to watch zorro with suwah and barren (whom,i suspect,did not dare to answer his father and bwother's phonecalls because he's such a wuss,haw haw,and i'm such a meanie. maybe he just didn't want to answer them because sometimes i don't like too answer phonecalls too. so i just stare at the blinking screen till the blinking and the vibrations stop. or maybe i,too,am a wuss.) because mummy made me. i think she thinks i'm stressed,but i think i'm just depressed (all those huge cURE YOUR DEPRESSION! sEE A DOCTOR! tAKE OUR ANTI-DEPRESSANTS! adverts splashed all over singapore,or at least,most places i go,and po1 fanged4 on teevee are calling out to me. i think there's this GInormous one at clementi central; the blue bus stop. i see it there at the back of my head. it has this guy who looks more distressed than depressed with his head on his neck in his hands) which obviously means i'm not cause depressed people don't think they're depressed. i think i am,but i know i'm not. well,zorro didn't do so much to make me happier than i already am,but only created urge in me to quickly get home and start physics where i left off. i can't say yesterday was productive albeit thankfully,now i know the chemical formula for ammonium sulphate: (NH4)2SO4. go figure.
