now this applies equally to you & i the only thing that we share is the same sky these empty metaphors, they're all in vain like,can't you see the grass is greener where it rains?
nad has these absolutely cute pictures of herself+her friends on her blog,but because she doesn't want her countless admirers (including: me) to rip them off her blog,uh. yah,you can't (i can't). hahah.
once every few weeks,i'll always wish i was living someone else's life. i never used to feel like that. i wish i was someone else & smarter. i wish i wasn't where i was. i currently wish to have more space in my room. shelves after shelves of books+ceedees. hell,i wish i had a hmv at home. i'd die without music.
i know every single day that this only goes to show that i need God more & more;that the only reason for me feeling like this is because i haven't been a good christian. i can't feel as happy as i should be. qt is done shoddily & at times,i don't even finish praying before falling asleep.
i can't seem to motivate myself enough to study some more. i can't seem to become smarter or remember stuff. & there's perpetually nothing much to look forward to. i want to runaway from school,the mids & everything. i want to run away. (oh & i hate my hair.)
