i don't question your ways or your plans for me;in my life. i don't question your wisdom as to what is best for me. i only wonder why things are seemingly getting worse. i'm not some warped depressed deluded indenial teen. sometimes i don't even want to be classified teen. it makes you sound gross. and people these days either seem too happy or too sad. yahwell,many are just desolate,depressed and dying(or rather,those who feel like it). the only thing that makes me want to die is school;homework,studying,tests,major exams and the latest addition: the o's. but nothing really gets me down and beats me up more than,at present,arthritis and maison. too tiring,too fast,too much happening. gets you too emotional,at times,scared and more so angry. please make things better. please make things better again.