i guess alot has been happening around. (not the kind of thing i would tell nings if she were here but recently,i've been having alot of those "I WANT TO TELL NINGS" this and that impulses.)
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training wasn't fun today - like every other training day. everyone's just busy bumming around. slacking when they can,not giving a damn and basically just turning up because they're forced to. played a lousy game as always. i really hate how the bloody cca is divided by bloody races and the endless bitching going around. sortof reminded me of one of the questions in the biography worksheet we were supposed to do: "i am happiest when.."
i guess deep down [deep deep down down deep down in my heart!(x ] i know that i love love love netball a mammoth lot because of the gang,but i really love the sport by itself as well. it sucks that in school [now] noone seems to care. actually people do..only everyone's mainly just talk. like,always saying we suck and knowing that it's true only because we're producing no results. then mentioning the closing of the cca every few months. doesn't anyone ever get tired of this? so i guess i'm not the bestest person to be saying all this..considering my lack of attendance,or rather the lack of trainings to attend,till this year.|x okay point being if the "bitchery" actually stops,we might get somewhere.
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for once, will everyone just stay true for ever and ever? will boys stop girl-hopping and will girls stop boy-hopping?! OR MAYBE YOU'RE JUST NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THINKING ABOUT love (bah?) RIGHT NOW. i so love capital letters! and i guess it frustrates me seeing how friends get frustrated over these silly little things.
in the meantime,
a heart that'll never change for a suuuu and a bunch of other cutieful peeble.(:
