it never really occurred to me
to stop loving you despite the fact that
youre such an asshole.
i hate it when you ask me what im doing.
i hated when you ask me whether ive thought
abt what i wna achieve for the eys.
and i hate that you think im gonna be soo free during the holidays.
and i hate that tone in your voice
when i told you ive a shitload of hmwk.
"is it?!if you put your heart to it,
you can finish in a week.my assignments are much
bigger than yours and i can finish them in a day."
wtvr.i wish you wld just leave my life to me.
love is consistent. stayed in service today.
and thats one point of pastorlim's sermon.
love as brothers.
how appropriate..he was going on abt how
your bother can be so annoying,
(or rather,a donkey.)
but you still continue loving him bcuz hes family.
and yea,
it never occurred to me to stop loving you
despite how much you make me wna cry,
despite how stupid you make me feel.
despite how you actually talk like youre some great
the-next-big-thing whos gotten so much outof life.
suanlam wld say
"youve gotta be kidding me,
look!my toes're laughing!"
i wish i cld look at you and not feel hurt.
idiot.
--
haha.on a lighter note,
i really like this picture.
her smile and my displeasure.
guess what he said.
"is she lesbian?"
BAH.
youre like
the weirdest brother,
ever.
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you send your thieves to me silently
stalking me
dragging me into your war
wld you give me no choice in this
i know you cant resist trying to reopen a sore
so leave me be
i dont want to argue i just get confused and
i come all undone.
if i agree
well,its just to appease you
cuz i dont rmbr what we're fighting for.
