dont think dont care just do · dont think dont care just say · dont think dont care dont think
dont think dont care dont cry · dont think dont care dont feel · dont think dont care just scream
dont think dont care just s c r e a m · dont think dont care dont WHINE!
dont think dont care dont give me that shit · dont think dont care just run dont think dont care dont argue · dont argue with me · dont think dont care dont sway
dont think dont care just diE · just die
despite how horrible it was,
how horrible i felt.
despite all that.
the impulse of gratitude swells my heart:
fiz! thankyou for being the third [?] to wish me when i was on.heh.
thankyou for the nice five buck voucher at kfc.haha.
i really appreciate it.heh.yes,reallyy.thankyou for making me laugh.
all your nonsense.(:
chiiiye![ziye.]
thankyou for being one of the first few to wish me.
thankyou for d/ling the countless songs without complaining.
haha.maybe you did,but i still have no idea.
nevertheless,thankyou thankyou.
also for providing late night laughs.(:
adeline* thankyou for being a real sweetie.
for being such an encouragement..motivation.
always trying to get me to do well by providing an incentive.
for buying me a strawberry sundae.haha.
for the nights of long convos and "law" talk.(:
juraidah* thankyou for making my first attendance,at trng this year,nice.
haha.informative.and uhm.insightful. yes.ahaha.thankyou for being so cute the way you are
and being friendly.(:
crystal* you!thankyou for dragging me to trng.
thankyou thankyou thankyou!!reallyy.
even though only for one thing.(:
qiuli* thankyou for being a funnn person to sit next to.
thankyou for tickling me so much.
not literally,though.
thankyou for helping me with math!haha.(:
chewyuan* thankyou for jogging with me.hahaha.though
we were really supposed to be RUNNING.
stupid track trials.bwah!thankew!
smellyy* thankyou..for wishing me.hahaha.
for being a nice person to sit next to.
for being easy to talk to.(:
ryan! thankyou for sending a bday msg thru amo.
haha.
amo!! thankyou,you!for being beeg and warm and friendly
and sanguine-y during su.thankyou for being so nice
and warm [second time!].thankyou for being supportive.
and comforting.and you!!have yet to teach me the guitar!
nyehh.(:
ndru! for being my official song d/ler.
for continually asking me to sleep at three plus in the morning.
for d/ling songs for me and never never complaining.
for letting me get so angry with you.
for bearing with me.thankyou.
thankyou.(:
paul! thankyou for saving the day!!(:
for being another one of my musik sources.
for being funny and making me laugh.
for coming to cine just to say hi.
thankyou for being so much fun in macs when camp broke.(:
monkey boy yes,you.stupid monkey.
disturbance.
thankyou for the present.haha.
apparently,theyre not selling it anymore.
and ive been wanting it since forever so thanks.
thankyou for being nice even though ive been so evil.
thankyou for bearing with me.
thankyou for bearing with me.\:
glavin! thankyou thankyou
for giving me endless rides back home..
for being a really good mr bean.(:
"this piKcha,is a piKcha of Whistler's mothaarr"(:
for bearing with me when i suddenly get pissed at you
for the little things you do.
thankyou so much.for bearing with me.
eder! thankyou..so so much
for being my late-night companion.
for coming to church to pass me my present.
for being my pocky supplier.
for listening to me rant and rant and rant.
for making me feel better.
for telling me abt van gogh!haha.
for helping me with blog archives.(:
thankyou for reminding me abt the time i told you a lame joke.
i was young!and not polluted!hahaha.
and terribly lame,yes.
thankyou for making me happy and laugh.(:
moomoo* thankyou thankyou moo.
for always remembering.
for reassuring me that youll be there.
for being ever so sweet.(:
thankyou moooo.
mandarr* its weird we only started talking this year.
or perhaps,not so weird.hehs.
well,thankyou thankyou for the sweet sweet msg.
you be happy on your beeg day kae!its soon!
no good not to be happy on your beeg day.
thankyou for being my constant toilet companion!
ahaha.(: smile smile manda.luff dew.(:
cin* thankyou thankyou beybee!!
for remembering..for always being so sweet.
for always giving and offering endless hugs.
loveyouuuuuu.so very much.(:
edidie! you!thankyou!haha.
for being the nicest china man ive ever known.
(ive only known two china man,btw.hahaha.
one of whom is yous.)
for letting me torture you and
abuse you.ahaha.no la!where got!
well,thankyou for waiting for trngs to end.
being good company.fun to laugh at.
:X fun to laugh with.
and of course,youre ganjiang and moxi jokes.(:
yayy for edidie-ish-china-men!haha.
sarapooh* my dearie!thankyou saraaaa.
for being so so so sweet.
for sending the sweetest msges.
for being comforting.
for letting me rain on your shoulder in su.
for being fun to laugh with in church.
for being you.(: luff you sarapooh!oodles.
suuuzannaaahh!*[suuz.]
thankyou!!
for the unexpected hug at the sanctuary on sunday.
thankyou for being a super mentor.
REALLYY!!hahaha.
thankyou for worrying and being supportive.
thankyou for many free lunches and dinners.haha.
thankyou so so so much.iloveyou suzahna!(:
merliao* well,lovelayy.didnt expect you to get me anything.
but yes,i hope the love pillow thingies mean
you LOVE me.hahaha.
well,i LOVE you too.=D haha.
thankyou for the pillow thingies.and thankyou for
remembering.
and thankyou for being my merliao.
and thankyou for the memories.(:
rahdoll*! rahahahaha.my sweetie pieeee.
thankyou for the nice hug to weesh me.
thankyou for the warm hug when i left.
thankyou for not making it feel so bad.
thankyou for being there.
thankyou for all the little notes left in my ej.
thankyou for the endless gifts from overseas.
thankyou for the apple strudels.
thankyou also for all the memories.
our silly stunts at the pool.
our silly stunts on the swingg.
queensway escapades.
iloveyou,my darlingg!iloveyou
alotalot.(: and imissyou so much.
mrjellyfeesh* (: haha.its funny how i always smile when im with you.
or if i hear "mrjellyfeesh".
youve been so much fun,leezongwen!
youve packs!i know!but ive never seen them.
and im so jealous of your tan!
but youve white spots,cuz you put water!
i can hear you saying "correct" and pointing at me.haha.
thankyou for always making me laugh.
thankyou for being much fun and fun and fun.
thankyou for being comforting and reassuring.
dont runaway,sanmei!!haha.you cant.(:
tp! kae.you!i wldnt deny youre the silliest
silliest silliest and sweetest person ever.
reallyy.very downtoearth and funny at the same time.
thankyou for always always being so sweet
and reassuring.and encouraging.
thankyou for always having faith in me.
thankyou for everything.thankyou for really really
always being there.(: thankyou for being you.
thankyou for worrying so much.
thankyouuu sillyboy.
yawee* hey yawee,youre so fine.
youre so fine,you blow mah mind.
hey yawee!eh hey.hey yawee! hahaha."youuuu areeee soooo beeeauteefuL,to meee.."
ahaha.im so hyper when im with you,babyyy.
haha.im laughing practically all the time.
or else im complaining or being poooty.
well,my deawie..thankyou for being there every sunday.
thankyou for being my other half!
thankyou for the roses.
thankyou for sending cute msges.
thankyou for the fun fun fun times.(:
woaiiinee,sweetayy.
pooot!! youre so tall,im jealous!
youre so skinny,im jealous too!
youve nice legs,ahahaha,THATS NOT FAIR!
but anw
thankyou for being a nice huairen.
ahaha.thankyou for always waiting for my bus.
thankyou for sleeping and then getting up again.heh.
thankyou for always replying.yah!
you always reply!hahaha.
thankyou for the roses.(:
thankyou for being a nice pooot.
suuuu! you silly womannn!!
haha.youve been such an encouragement.
always pushing to stardy.
and making me feel bad for not trying hard enuff.
and making me feel bad for non-impt things too.
thankyou for waiting all the time.
im sorry im always late.ahaha.
thankyou for being there.
thankyou for always listening to me rant on and on and on.
yah.thankyou sweets.iloveyou.
manymanymany.(:
ohyah!!thankyou for the roses.
thankyou for rescuing me.
:b loveyou exceedingly,very very much.(:
charliebeybee!* dearyou!my sugar sweet cupcake
apple pie chocolate muffin donut!
thankyou for just being you.
thankyou..cuz when you appear
everythings okay.(:
youre the motherly charliebaby!haha.
and i wldnt have been able to go thru saturday without you.
really.
thankyou for giving those "im gonna cry" hugs.
(the "im" referring to me.)
thankyou for being so sweet to me.
thankyou for being the only one ive cried to on the phone.
haha.im so glad to know you.
thankyou for letting us crash at your's.
thankyou for being my charlie sweet.(:
ilove-ah you!haha.
nings* *takes a deep breath-
love of my life!
sweetsweetsugarbaby.
haha.
neighbour less than a hundred steps away.
what wld i do without you?
im glad i spent alittle of the afternoon
on saturday with you.
thankyou for being home if not i wldve
turned rotten outside my house.
thankyou for all the letters
the msges
the phonecalls.
thankyou for your patience.
"you were meant for me,
and i was meant for you."yea.
i cant tell you how much iloveyou!
cuz its too much.
(no matter how cliche that sounds.)
iloveyou too much!hahahaha.
but i'll love you till i cant love you anymore.
stay,love!(:
i cant do without you!(X
so i realized quite afew of the ppl who're here
wont read my blog.
cuz they dont know abt it.ahaha.
ohwell.
thankyou everyone else whos not up there.(:
reallyy.
and i forgot to tell you
i love you.
and the night's too long
and cold here
without you.
i grieve in my condition,
for i cannot find the words to say,
i need you so.
yea,i need you so.
