my babys back - ohjoy!
just that i dont quite feel like ljs anymore.
had it for lunch.
but thats okay,with them
i feel lj-ish all the time.
right now,im just freaking broke.
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dear all,
thankyou for coming caroling.
im sorry it was all rotten at first.
i was singing crap.
nono,my singing was crap.
and i only started enjoying myself and
really thanking God at moos house.
it was so horrible when
yawee and i realized we didnt book the youf room.
went to church office to ask aunty jennifer and stuff.
well just so happens
jason the warden
was on leave.|:
felt lost and was thinking
"im a big screwup"
anw caroling is over already but
im still thinking that though we had fun in the end.
i never want to be organizer or
co-organizer of anything anymore.
i'll screw it up.
caroling was semi-screwedup by meee.
so yah.
was feeling really "sian" at aunty emilys house.
i mean,i was leaning on nana's lap
and she was patting my head.
and i felt like coming home taking a nice hot bath
and just curling myself in bed.
yes,the word is "sian",not bored.
cuz i wasnt bored.
anw.i hope everyone had fun.
as much as it was lousy organisation.
on my part.
i mean,i wasnt doing much to help yawee.
ohwell.
next christmas will come..and
someone better at this organising shite will come along,
do a better job,
and we'll all have fun.
yupp.
and noone will rmbr twothousandthree caroling
cuz it was just plain.
so yes-
goonight all,
thankyou all for coming for caroling.
*till next christmas.
ahh!
rahaha poseured!
*shriek shriek shriek-
my dear rahdoll,
when are you coming back?
will you be home for christmas?
can you feel us missing you all the way back home?
lj candlelit dinner on the rooftops
waiting for you to come back!
i miss you!!):
and even though i know how very far apart we are
it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star..
