deepavali morning began late.
tenfiftynine or smth.
which was when phangsuhua called.
twas quite a noisy morning too,
with jiejie screaming for not having prata
and me in the room -
talking to phangsuhua.
natalie imbruglias on tv singing torn.
and im sniffing here
as im typing this cuz,
as a result of not having prata,
i am eating the nice yam cake
which ahma made ages ago.
oh im sniffing cuz the belachan is very spicayy.
ohwell.
i have no idea what im gonna do today.
supposed to call mummy later
obviously cuz shes not here.
and im contemplating whether or not to go to the beach.
considering that its a public holiday
families and all kinds of ppl are gonna be there.
and i guess its the perfect kindof place
for the depressed
only after dark
when its quiet
and ppl-less.
[i am not the depressed,btw.]
which reminds me of sitting on the beeg huge rock
with suhua, sanmei and maria.
kcab nehw ereht saw llits eelimaf. ohwell.
things change.*shrug-
stupid monkey.
nono..things didnt change bcuz of the monket.
things changed for other reasons?
yah.
to realize
the value of ten years:
ask a newly divorced couple.
im not even gonna try to explain my neek.
i dont even know why i told elibird.
not that i dont wna tell her.
but its not like i would tell anyone.
and i think now that ive told her i'd tell other ppl too.
but then again,i didnt tell tp when he asked.
so yah.i take that back.
anw elibird is a beeg sweetayy.
she has a nice way of changing the topic to her
ever so eventful life.
makes me think that shes totally forgotten abt it.
yahwell i hope she has anw.
yah so.yah.
i guess going to the jetty was an eye opener.
i left my mark too..haha.
im a happy ness.
really!
i mean.
i try to be.
and everyone thinks i am anw.
so what does it matter.
