but my <3 is returned to sister Winter`

` Saturday, August 09, 2003

[but im in too deep,you know im such a fool for you.]*

think i had quite alotof patience tonight.
waited for korkor to get off the net for
a very long time.
anyways
i decided to read the newspapers..
read the article abt the ji bomber who wanted to
"get married"
like that was the code he used to say that he was
going to carry out the bombing soon.
its so strange cuz they believe that after they die
theyll go to heaven
and be welcomed by smth virgins.
cant remember the word.
and then it struck me that its actually quite sad.
cuz they die for what they believe in.
and then
just imagine
they get there
[wherever 'there' is]
to find out that there really aint no ~~babes~~
no i really do mean wtvr virgins.
cuz i just called nings babe in our convo.
haha.ohmann. (:
so yah.
to find out that there really aint no wtvr-the-word-is virgins
and what they were willing to die for
was just a big fat lie.
yah.
damn sad man.
and pretty dumb too.
uh.i shouldnt be saying that right.
right.
--
phangsuhua..
how come its so easy for you to ask maria
but its difficult to ask zw? isnt
it weird? dont
you think?

` Thursday, August 07, 2003

ah?
i didnt change the picture.
so weird. |=
its uglayy..
but i'll leave it,
for now.

` Wednesday, August 06, 2003

havent blogged in foreverrr.
anyways

thanks to drastic change of voice,
i got to sleep till ten.hiakx
i ponned
then went to the clinic to see the doctor and
got a whole lotof medicine.
im supposed to start feeling drowsy soon..
went with ahma so
we popped into ntuc to get groceries.cuz
ntuc is her kindof place.
aunty-squeezy-ish.yah.
ntuc is so not my kindof place.haha
its like the aunties were shooting me looks
those
"go away young person!
whatre you doing here?"
looks.
there were also those
"youre getting in my way" looks.
it was either aunties other ahmas
or weird old men.
oh oh! or the inexperienced malay man
who was poking crabs. (:
quite funnay.
and then there was the
nice friendly round indian lady in a sari
with her chinese grandchild.
so kewwwt!
she was speaking tamil to him cann!
and he was replying in tamil too..heh

i think besides drowsiness
the clinic missed out
ear aches and headaches.
b w a h .
veryy paiin..
ful.

then that stewpid glavin called to ask how to spell
surveillance
so i called jiejie to ask her.
then msged him the word.
so spastik!
im not even in schl lor.
|=
later phangsuhua called to ask if
i wanted to go watch a bball match.
said yes but decided not to go in the end.
feel quite bad for backing out.aii..

my ears are stuck.
useless information.
--
\\yesterdays
050803.

had mushroom prata at the ulu place at pasir panjang
with phangsuhua maria,yah.maria daniao isaac lionel bh and glenndx.
super lame but lame ppl like them are funnayy.
just ~~daniel~~daniao and dx.
so from that
pasir panjang prata place
~~ahhh! alliteration!~~haha
we walked to west coast park -
the area where theyve the playground thing -
in the rain.
climbed the pyramid
played on those swingy things.
those crazy ppl made the thing bounce and
it was how freaky lor?haha.
but super fun.
screaming marathon. (:

they had sand fights,
i watched. :p
then phangsuhua maria daniao and i went to macs and
i had my strawberry sundae and iced tea.
mwahaha.
so..that means
i ate alotalot today!
nyehnyeh..!

ohyea.
happy birthday charlayy babee!
i love you and i hope
today was an especially pretty day for you!
_hugs!

goonight.
--
okay.
my ears are really hurting now.