but my <3 is returned to sister Winter`

` Saturday, August 02, 2003

got up today to read a sweet sweet msg from cin. (:
but i think she sent it to many ppl too.ohwell
its like an indication that shes thinking of me..hahaha
when i think of ppl, i just cry. or laugh.
and blog abt it.
and from time to time
feel like dying cuz things will never be the same again.
nevermind nevermind..
so yes, schl was a dragg.
as freaking usual and
yah.ponned _______.
came home.
msged daniel.
napped.
got up.
took a bath.
msged yawenee.
rushed out of the house.
got to church -
yf.
dinner. hah! i finished everything!
and now im home finding anagrams.
and i just got screamed at again.
irritating crapass.

it was a happy entry at first kae!
till you came home and ruined the rest of my day.
BAH.

` Tuesday, July 29, 2003

the "we could go for a walk" convo ning and i had
brought a funny/weird scene in my head.
the whole like living together thang we often talk abt
in one of our useless/not-so useless conversations.
i love that woman so very much.
its funny how it looked when it popped into my head.
if only..heh
no elaboration whatsoever.haha
so that only she and i will know. :þ haha!
--
she said that ppl who skips meals ever so often
go poo almost
almost
immediately bcuz their bodies cant take "having food in it"
not exactly like that..but smth like that.haha
it quite makes sense to me.
she was talking abt me.haha
the poo thing is funny.
aii.to a certain extent, maybe its true.
cuz i had lunch at macs this afternoon.
a meal, burger fries drink - upsized.
hiakhiak! i ateeee! nyehnyeh.
but after awhile, i felt like throwing everything up.
'course i didnt. felt r e a l sick though..|:
--
finally met benjamin today.
by coincidence?
that toot of a tall guy.
sec two and oneeightfive cann.
tall and extremely ~~darkk~~ tann! *shriek
n o t f a i r .
oh uhm..phangsuhuas friend.yah.
bwah.

` Sunday, July 27, 2003

you dont just want me to die,
you want me to suffer.
youre just leaving me here to bleed
and you torturing me by letting me
suffer in pain.

jiejie said "tmws another new week."
i wish.
but i'll just be stuck on friday -
lit period. ):