im not the kindof person who would say this,
but
i hate this life sometimes..alot of the time.
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everyone screws up
but i think i screw the most.
whenever smth like this happens, im
the one who gets the most shit.
phangsuhua is right. it is gonna
stay in my stewpid head for a few days..right
now i feel like its gonna stay forever.
MY HEART IS SO FREAKING HEAVY. ITS WEIGHING ME DOWN.
THANKS SO MUCH MRS ___.
arghh.
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but yknow..? when i talk to her,
it seems like she likes you so
very
much.
as in. not exactly when we were talking
but when i think back abt the convo i had with her.
so persistent and on abt you..haha. *shrug
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is it just me or what.
a stewpid comment that wouldve made me angry
just totally hurt me like shit.
just cuz youre having your own bad day,does not mean you can throw all your crap on me.im having a crapass shite day of my own too kae.so youre not the only one whos feeling this way.thankyou for being such a bitch.
if i could change i would
take back the pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would..
tadaa!
i had nada for lunch
and bread and cupof tea for dinner.
oh the proness of it all.
talking to nad now..its just.
different.
yeaa. different.
i dont wanna elaborate i think.
but i miss her, rgp nball team
and mrs asrin!
all that fun
laughing
being together with the gang twentyfourseven ):
i hate how when im in schl
i can be so happy
having not to snap at anyone
just laugh and not feel as irritated.
at home
its just totally different.
met nings to do work but i ended
giving up on the b l o o d y question.
my head was freaking hurting like shite again, so yah.
daddie said the dumbest things
as usual
bcuz of my stupid attitude.
so yah.
great..im just one of those shites who blog abt
what a bastard/bitch their dad/mom is being.
ahhh. i dowan lorr.
and im not.
cuz im not saying anything of that sort,
just that daddie was saying the most stupid redundant things
which i dont care to elaborate on.
i hate days like these
which is like the past few nights.
im just gonna drown myself
right now, im -extremely tired
-suffering from a migraine
-dreading schl tmw
-wondering why noone made noise abt my socks today
-recovering from being ultra pissed at everybody
-waiting for tmw to quikly come so that i can meet nings
-contemplating whether or not to give suanlam another excuse to ponn pe tmw
-dying to sleep
-typing a useless entry
-feeling lousy
-want phangsuhua to be on so i can tell her what i want to say before i forget it..[thats a little wrong cuz uhm, its grammatically wrong to say "im want.."] so yah.
-crapping like nobodys business
later, i'll -watch smallville and friends, no actually its friends first then smallville..hurhur.
-sleep at twelve
-wash my face again cuz i feel like it
-go blog reading
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