sometimes i get so weird, i even freak myself out
i laugh myself to sleep, its my lullaby.
think im falling sick. ):
im sneezing like crazy
feel very drowsy
and having another one of my monstrous migraines.
gahhh.
stewpid..heh.
went to schl to get my report book
but that jane jeyanthi wasnt in schl.
spasticated.
the clerk in the go was quite nice though. (:
had to take my temp but i didnt bring my thermo
so she said i didnt have to pay.
layhweeeee had to payyyyy! ahahaha.
what an evil nessie.
ohwell, so im in ahmas house now.
typing this on notepad cuz shes on the phone
and their connection here is dialup so.
bwaaaaaah.
yahwell, im supposed to be at church with luyawenee
now for ibs.
we decided not to go in the end.
lazy ppl.
i wonder if many ppl are gonna be there cuz
i think only sara and deborah are going from our church.
guiltayyyness.
suüz said that its a really good course by pastor lim.
shouldve gone..=|
ahhh..lu yawenees probably at her cousins now.
gonna go sleep now.
im so tireddd.
church was less fathersday-ish than it was mothersday-ish.
she left a card in the mail!!
its pretty sweet..its pretty and sweet. (:
thank gooness she'll be back tmw cuz
i dont think i'll last another day without her.
i havent seen her in more than two weeks and
my heart is weakening..ahaha.
well, the card, or lets just say whats written in it
will sustain me for another day more.
its funny how we thought abt the same thing.
she dreamt it and
i thought it up,
like i usually would.
considering what a sadist i am.
but shes the winner..
i love that abt her.
shes the ultimate sadist..haha.
in a very funny highly-amusing way.
i like to think that she makes me laugh more than i make her laugh.
its true anyway. (:
ah..off-point. shes right anyway.
abt me laughing thinking its funny that the plane i flew on crashed.
i was busy smiling to myself on the plane.
wondering if it was going to crash.
and what would happen after that..
was thinking abtwho would care..who would not care.
cuz i think more wouldnt care than those who would.
*shrug
i wouldnt want to lose her either, though.
i'd be wrecked/shattered..wtvr.
ah. shes coming back anyway.
she is, she will, she must.
