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nings yawee nad charlie tim
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N E S S
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` Saturday, May 24, 2003




such a peeg.
slept till twelvethirty and
rolled in bed till twelvefortyfive
which was when i decided to get up and
get rid of the sand stuck in my phone..ahaha.
thought abt last night.
yahwell. left to meet mummy for lunch.
then walked and walked and got stuff for the trip.

this is weird.
the going bit.
the im-going-next-saturday-for-two-weeks bit.
suddenly have this urge to be with everybody and
not want to leave.
i havent seen nings in forever.
or what seems to feel like forever.
and i literally havent seen rui in forever.
seriously forever.
and though i was just with family yesterday,
(and may i add, at the beach. hahaha.)
i wanna be with them again!
the gang the gang..always the gang.
the gang exists.
but no action is ever taken to meet.
we just keep missing each other. *shrugs
couldve been with cin today but
didnt exactly wanna have mummy go home alone.
and that sweetiee said "later your mummy will be alone."
so. thats why we didnt meet..sighh.

so well..its been a good bad good bad bad good bad good bad day.
i cant make up my mind.

©,ness - 8:31 PM |







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i was happy today.
genuinely happy.
neutral.
went to the beach..heh.
im so in love with the beach. :)
sat on that big huge rock with zw
and ate the monster snack thing..haha.
left at arnd 2200h.
asked phangsuhua what she thought of
me trying for fm after getting the results to the mys.
i suppose it was smth casual at first but
later she said "ay you dont go la"
right then i wanted to start crying.
but as usual..i just smiled.
anyhow zw him suhua and i are like a lame family thing-ish now.
which is seriously funny cuz
zw is like a girl character..and
he is the maid.
haha. im sorry i refuse to say his name. :þ
yahwell. we're closer i guess.
i'll be leaving a week before schl closes.
but im glad i spent today with them.
at the expense of yf. =\
im seriously screwed.
i seriously am..sighh.

©,ness - 1:28 AM |




well..exam week is over.
its.OVER!
haha..ive been thinking abt ning.
ive been thinking abt ning alot.
if youre reading this babe, that weird number
that called you..is me.
and im not extremely on on talking
abt how i think i'll fair cuz i'll probably endlessly blabber and
ultimately not say very much..haha.
so yah.
im not saying that im gonna get poor results
cuz really, i cant tell.
its super unpredictable.
ive forgotten entirely.
it seems as if the mys never started.
thankfully im only feeling this way today.
ahhh.
omg.
i cant believe its over.

©,ness - 12:18 AM |