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nings yawee nad charlie tim
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` Saturday, May 03, 2003





-innocent looking ppl- haha.

©,ness - 1:50 PM |

[dont you see me?]*


its not supposed to be raining
its supposed to be bright and sunny and.
im supposed to be swimming
and playing tennis at warren.
uhm..learning at least.
haha. to play tennis.
not swim.
toot disappointing weather.

english mys have been postponed.
stone stone stone stone stone stone stone stone stone
stone and stone and stone and stone and stone and stone.
ahhh. i dont wanna studyy!
itll not be long from the time i stop procrastinating
and get down to some serious mugging mann.
i can just totally imagine my desperate attempts
trying to cram..haha.
-shakes head-

i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away..

©,ness - 12:54 PM |
` Thursday, May 01, 2003



ohoh. i forgot all abt the cool hair thing.
ahhaha.
yahh!! the guy
whos short
and was wearing a blue shirt
while his friends were mostly in white
HAD COOL HAIR!
his hair is so super cool cann!
sooo cool okayy!
ahhh.
haha..but i think the guy in the advert - wedding thing
was nicer. ahha!
they were shopping!
tsk.

©,ness - 10:31 PM |

[crack.]*


"hello nesse.
hey nesse.
uhm nesse..
you there nesse?
are you okay nesse?
oh nesse,
please be okayy nesse.
"
im fine.

i typed a few lines and i accidentally closed the browser.
ahh..pooot.
anyways.
i sometimes wonder whether ppl are happy when theyre with someone.
as in..ppl my age i guess.
i find it funny how half the time
their blogs are filled with how much they love the person..
or how much they miss the person
or..uhm.
yah whatever.
no wait.
the most appropriate word is blissful.
haha! [quik ning, laugh!]
so amusing mann.
its not as if youre going to end up marrying that guy..
and then you cry for the person
you cry bcuz of the person
youre sad cuz of the person.
its dumb right.
bah.
and they say its just part of growing up.

im anti-relationship! haha.

©,ness - 10:01 PM |
` Wednesday, April 30, 2003

[how could it be? that you ruined my everything.]*


im happy.
im really happy.
wont you be happy for me too?
why?
cuz i really am happy!
cuz i havent felt this kindof happiness in a long long time..
and after this,
i dont think i'll feel very happy again.
i was laughing with them.
didnt you see?
i was happy!
i promised i would be.
no but.
you didnt make me happy.
i thought of you
and the happiness disappeared.
not that its your fault at all.
i dont think you know it but,
i hate to see you down.
so whatever i feel,
the happiness only though,
i waste it on you.
so yknow what?
just go.
that way.. we'll both be happy.

©,ness - 8:35 PM |
` Monday, April 28, 2003




schl was such.
a drag.
there was spot check.
firstly, i pulled my socks up.
so high that it was so visible.
but shes a freaking biased shite.
and this is the second pair of socks i have had to throw away.
ahhh!

was supposed to meet ning for dinner last night.
but i had to cancel last minute
cuz i was supposed to have dinner with familee too.
aiish. it feels like one of those "we havent met in forever" days again.
and i miss that silly pooot.
the pas du tout poster she gave me is still rolled up
and sitting on the floor.
cuz i havent gotten a lavender bedsheet yet.
heeheehee.
but behold! soon..haha.
i amuse myself much. =x

looking at elibirds web album.
just thinking abt everyone now..
its like as if we're not on abt each other anymore.
i mean. besides elibird charlie rah cin and myself.
but but. ahhwell.. miss them all so so very much.

if only you knew.. i am crazy for you.

©,ness - 5:25 PM |