[think how we tried, its okay to be lied to. as long as its only by you.
think how we tried, its okay to be lied to. as long as its only by you.
think how we tried, its okay to be lied to. as long as its only by you.
think how we tried, its okay to be lied to. as long as its only by you.]*
obssession mann.
its not even sweet.its
sad.
and depressing.
and stupid.
think how we tried, its okay to be lied to. as long as its only by you? thats like.
pathetic!
but its amazing..haha. it makes you sad.
i was singing that line over and over again when i got home.
i bet the guy walking behind me
thought i was some sort of psycho or smth.
cuz i seriously didnt think someone was walking behind me!
and i wasnt very loud either.
just sortof mumbling..
but ahh.
forget it.
its a plain plain good friday.
felt normal.
like some schl hol or smth.
felt june hol-ish.
which is bad cuz its good friday.
it was anyway..
i think ppl put more heart into msn conversations
than i do.
no, then again.
it just depends who the person is.
fwah.
[and by the way, how am i supposed to embrace him when hes never here?]*
theres like this weird
love radio show thing thats going on.
simon -smth-, the captain of your heart.
tonights topic has smth to do with single parenting.
oh oh! uhm. how you deal with dating when you have kids to take care of.haha.
i cant believe im actually listening to this.haha.
ohyes. he just said it again.
simon -lim-, the captain of your heart.
yea sure. this christmas play line just popped into my head.
"i painted [was it created?] this tree and.. that tree."
haha. funny leetle things.
like walking in the pouring rain
to ikea
for lunch
getting your blouse all seen thru
with raindrops soaked in your hair
and dripping down the tip of your nose.
smiling and laughing
with a sweetheart.
i miss bernice.
sometimes i just wish she didnt go.
no wait.
all the time.sighh.
so im just sitting here.
staring into the screen.
wondering what to say to him
as he tells me abt the various everybodies.
and i dont really feel like saying anything.
cuz i come up with
the better stuff all the time.
the better comfort stuff.
and im giving it more than im getting
all the time.
and i hate that feeling
cuz im selfish.
but im stupid enuff to keep saying stuff to make him feel better.
hah.
i cant exactly remember what happened today.
its weird cuz i dont exactly feel like i was in schl.
ah. was late cuz i got up late.
so yea.
ah. there was chapter five
which was grossly hilarious.
did you know that diana ser reports the news on channel i?
haha.i didnt.
the bachelor is trash.heehee.
ramshi already knows who the girl he chose is.
hes a big flirt.
its a stupid show.
"dont wanna mislead any of these woman.."
YEA RIGHT! hee.
ahhh. trash!!
[you said you wouldnt, you promised me you wouldnt!]*
i think it was quite funny last night.
[my sassy girl] is so sweet!
haha. and
i took forever to watch it.
yahwell. it got copied.bah.
and its sad.
quite.
except of course there was a happy ending.
-shrug-
there always is, isnt there.sighh.
korkors home.
its like..
yknow,
im glad i didnt.
im glad i stopped.
yah but,
i know im.
but i have no idea why i keep.
i just dont want to.
yknow,
i dont want to hurt him.
[i cant say im able to stand for you or fall for you.. ever again.]*
just discovered charlies new links.
of us..
i mean.
the gang. merliao is missing
in our family photo!!
as in.. the first photo.
and im ugly in all the photos.
im uglyyy.
this is extremely depressing. charlie, cin and i insist you take off all the photos! haha.
put on nicer ones!! =(
went to watch dream catcher.
it sucks.
another crappy alien show like
whats it called?
uhm. forget it.
but the animatrix is cool.haha.
nuff. =|
