holiday hmwk is over. its
completed. finished.
done. its
0604h. yea.
six o' four in the bloody morning.
i am insane.
korkors not home from gaming.
and ive been on the net for seven hours.
completing my lit.
im wide awake and super stoned.
want to go take a shower but then i'll have to
wait for my hair to dry.
ahhh. hes home.
[but im in so deep, you know im such a fool for you.]*
gooness. thank gooness
for phangsuhua.
today, i finished history
science maths english and mt.
and i didnt even think i was going to
start doing my hmwk.
so all i have left is lit. some
seven most memorable day shit. ahhh..
schl. is. such. a. draggggggg.
thing is i dont exactly mind going back.
but its kindof scary that cts are first three weeks of schl.
this is freaky. im
rattling on abt schl.gah.
i stayed up to finish up what
is to be meaningfully engaged in.
asked ning what she was going to do tmw and
i suddenly have this feeling that tmws saturday.
ah, its freaky.. im
living a day ahead.
"how sars has affected your normal lives and other impacts." its kindof figures..
im sortof brain dead.
i bet korkor cant stand the sound of the typing
so im trying to be soft.
i can hear him shuffling in bed. hes
probably half-conscious.
it runs in the familee.
the father,
he isnt home.
hes out having coffee.
now, isnt that funny?
read rahs blog.
and. and..
and nothing?
i just miss her.
i miss rah.
out of all the stupid things charlie came up with
rah sounds the best.
though she didnt come up with rah.
hahaha.
hes tossing again!
finding it a little hard to breathe right now.
i wonder whats wrong.
think its just the air.
ah. think im going to rot again tmw.
i miss rah!! haha.
if loving someone else is going to hurt so much,
i'd be much better off loving myself only.
andrew is sweet. like
funny|stupid kindof guy.
i mean..
shut off your mind for five hours and
thus save three hours of sleep?
cuz sleeps a total waste of time?
hah! silly stuff.
exactly what i mean when i say funny|stupid.
okay. i so wanna die.
wait no. i
dont. ahhh!
i so cannot believe that
lysia has my skin
too. too! ahhh. i cant believe eet!
=( this is so like. depressing.
ning and i went tanning today!!
again.. so nings even brown-ner and
im even red-der than on monday.
and my arms are hurting like kerazee. and
im complaining..
but ive got a tan!! ahhh.haha!
lunch at bk's made me feel extremely
cheated.
ning was stealing my onion rings!
hahaha. curses! -piratey voice- ahhh.hee.
but it was tons of laughs cuz
that stupid woman gave silly answers for her geog.
ahwell. eet was a good good..
whatd you call the period between morning and afternoon?
ah heck. it was a good good morning/afternoon. =]
oh! oh! -grin- and then..
there was the part when we were in the queue.
and mark chay walked down from upstairs.
ahha.
okay so the exciting part is that we saw
mark chay - ugly.
he and this other girl..
who was flirting with him?
were queuing behind us. and
hes ugly.
i already said that?
anyways. it turns out that
we're sitting at the table next to his.
and ning insists that he was looking at us. i insist hes looking at her. no, i dont even think hes looking at either of us.
but if he really is, hes looking at her.
hah! there!
mark chay is uglyyy.
and i was sortof..
scratch that!
i was hoping that noone would be
looking at him cuz if they were
he'd think he was some big thing.
but aiish.
ning says the rj girls were so.
whatever.
hes just buff.
hes not shuai. LA!
haha. im so spastic man.
ahwell. -shrug-
so.. ning and i
are red!
meeting phangsuhua tmw.
going back to schl to get some books.
this is like. how sad can.
tmw will already be..
thursday?
yea, thursday.
and i just got the list of hmwk today.
hafiszie? hasnt even received it.
the poor dear..
stewpid.
im going to finish my work tmw mann.
and then im going to drag phangsuhua to watch a
movie with me!!
-grin grin-
i refuse to wear schl u.
i dont care.
chase me out of the schl..
i dont care.
ahha! my gooness. im how lame can.
gah.
ahhh. so
corny. heh.
ning and i went tanning todayyy.
fun! ive a red tummy..
ahahaha. tanned at the pool -
buona vista.
whats in nings ej is supposed to be here too..
but aiish.
its not. -shrug-
i wish she would stop thinking abt him.
cuz hes a stupid creep and
hes just breaking her heart.
hes breaking it over and over again.
im sure shes aware but
she just loves likes him so much that
she hangs on and on.
i mean. seriously!
its time to stop thinking abt him cuz
hes one big cheena freak.
i cant believe shes still waiting after so long..
bah. yea sure, say youre over him.
but he still just manages to break your heart.
and you knowingly let him.
wake up your idea!
fwah.
so tired of listening abt the nights you spend crying.
so tired of seeing you sad.
mondays almost over.
in five minutes actually..
i havent studied at all since the sars break started.
no, i studied a little bit last wednesday.
i swear! haha.
ahbut. thats just as good as not studying at all right.
aiish.
kindof ripped taken from cins blog.
i asked..! so its taken right? =)
my name is ness.
height 161cm. :( ah shush.
in the morning i try to escape schl.
all i need is my familee, friends, comp, the net and my phone! [asking for too much.]
love is painful. unconditional. [sighh.]
if i could see one person right now burney.
i'm afraid of losing the ppl i love.
i dream about being killed.. falling.. being chased arnd by shadows.
-have you ever-
pictured your crush naked nope. no crush. :)
been in love love? wheres love? [oh the lameness of it all. hee]
cried when someone died cant think of anyone close/i know who did. so uhm.. no.
lied yah. duhh-.
-which is better-
coke or pepsi coke. [they both taste just as bad though.]
flowers or candy flowers. [pink roses!!]
tall or short tall.
-with the opposite sex-
what do you notice his quiksilver apparel. [quick ning, laugh! hee.]
last person you slow danced with noone?
worst qn to ask cant think of any.
-who-
makes you laugh the most korkor. the non-handicap. makes you smile actually, i think i smile alot so.. noone in particular.
gives you a funny feeling when you see them uhm. noone really. [im quite a boring person, really.] :)
who do you have a crush on crush sounds stupid! haha. not crush-ing anyone anyways. [so proud of that. haha. considering almost everyone i know likes someone.] im talking too much.
easiest to talk to ning. rui. charlie. rah. cin. jiejie. sara. [thats too many already right.]
-do you ever-
stay on aim, waiting for someone special to IM you nope. im not so crazed.
save AOL/aim conversations uhm. yea. [how un-ness-like right. =)]
wish you were a member of the opposite sex no? girl.is.good. haha.
cry because of something someone says to you uhm.. yah. =|
-have you ever-
fallen for your bestfriend uhm.
been rejected nope! quote cin "girls dun ask." quote. :)
rejected someone uhm. yah.
used someone no?! gah.
been cheated on haha.. no.
cheated on someone nah. [ness's not evil.]
done something you regret alot. =|
-who was the last person-
you talked to on the phone elibird..
hugged ning.
you instant messaged cin.
instant messaged you cin.
you laughed with ning.
-do you.. are you.-
color your hair nah uh.
habla espanol gah?
smoke cigarettes course not.
obsessive depends what with..
could you live without the computer no.
how many peeps are on your buddylist many?
whats your favorite food fries. kisses! ahha.
whats your favorite fruit green apples?
drink alchohol very very rarely? last was with cin.. loong ago.
like watching sunrises or sunset yah!! the colors are so pretty!!
what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain emotional. yah.. definitely emotional.
trust others way too easily i suppose? -shrug-
i miss you. like crazy.
but i probably shouldnt be.
it doesnt feel sunday-ish.
aah. its already monday though..
weesh the comp were in my room so it wouldnt matter if the mp3s were too loud.
caught the recruit with ning today.
i dont exactly want to say anything abt it so.
but its not that its bad or anything.
anyways. darren replied.. laughing.
i dont see how you can laugh at smth which
says: "bloody hell. i cant stand you. stop msgin me la!"
hes either just bloody thick skinned or
hes just not taking me seriously.
if he calls tmw, im
freaking gonna scream at him.
bastarrrd.
ahh. =x
anyhoo.
had baked rice [destinys child.] for dinner
at nydc.
hiakhiak. now,
im dead broke.
aiish. forget it..
